You are a Panentheist.
‘God is bigger than the universe, but the universe and everything in it - including me - is part of God.’
It certainly sounds appealing - the notion that within me lies the ‘divine spark’; it makes me feel special that I am a part of God. But, as someone once said, ‘When everyone is super... no-one’s super.’!
If we were truly a part of God, the reality that many (if not most) people either do not acknowledge Him, or have wildly divergent views about Him, would make God at best an amnesiac, and at worst a schizophrenic...
God is calling you into a relationship with Himself, not as a part of himself, but as a creature made in His image, who will only know Him truly through Jesus.
‘...in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed the heir of all things, through whom also he created the world. He is the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature, and he upholds the universe by the word of his power.’
(From the letter to Hebrew Christians, 1:2-3)